I’m going to need some seriously awesome suggestions for family Halloween costumes, you guys.
Cuz my seriously knocked-up self is going to be pretty huge by then, so I gotta take full advantage of this costume-wearing opportunity.
Yup, you heard me. I’m preggers again and it hardly feels real.
Well, so far it just feels exhausting and I doubt that will change for a very, very long time. I wish I could go back to my pregnant-for-the-first-time-self and tell her how easy she had it. She could rest and nap whenever she wanted. She could eat whenever she wanted. She could watch whatever she wanted on TV, whenever. And she didn’t have a demanding, energetic toddler to waddle after. Ugh, this is hard.
And the scary thing is, I only see it getting harder. How do SAHMs take care of a toddler and a newborn? I don’t see how it’s possible, and I have no idea how I’m going to do it.
I worry about my mental health. It’ll be winter, it’ll be cold and rainy. I’m not going to want to go anywhere, and I’ll feel alone.
I have hope in knowing that this phase will be temporary. That I got through it before, and I’ll get through it again. That I have some good mommy instincts and that I have some great tools and experience under my belt that I didn’t have the first time. That the kids will grow and change and gradually become more independent from me. And at the same time, I don’t want to already be wishing away all the cuddly newborn snuggle time.
So there you have it- exciting and terrifying all intertwined.
But seriously – ideas for Halloween???